04 May 2010
30 March 2010
Last October, I became overwhelmed with school work, new employment, new desires for my life, and a profound doubt in the existence of a God who could (and would) love me despite my flaws and insecurities that knocked me so off balance that I could hardly stand up straight and continue on. So I dropped a couple courses in life. I let my school work fall by the way side, losing motivation to continue on with my degree and I ceased all relations with God.
Since then, those pieces of my life that I left behind have been sitting there, waiting for me to work up the strength and the stability and the courage to return to pick them up and, slowly, I have begun to retrace my steps. It almost seems an improbable feat, returning to the place where I left off and just... continuing, only with a new state of mind and new opinions and beliefs. However, I believe it to be possible.
Since then, those pieces of my life that I left behind have been sitting there, waiting for me to work up the strength and the stability and the courage to return to pick them up and, slowly, I have begun to retrace my steps. It almost seems an improbable feat, returning to the place where I left off and just... continuing, only with a new state of mind and new opinions and beliefs. However, I believe it to be possible.
31 January 2010
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As the sun peaked its slumbering eyes over the horizon of the tired city we raced across the bridge at eighty miles per hour, hoping mightily that we beat the sun, if only just this once.
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